what happened after the last post?
i'll tell u.......

on the way to work, i called nicole and told her what happened.
she said that i was in the wrong to cancel last minute,
and that SHE was just over reacting.

this was what she messaged me after we hung up:

next time if you cannot wake up or anything...

blah blah blah...

and then:

don't until i reach compass alr den i call you then
you tell me can? and if you feel you don't really
want to go because of whatever reason, pls, tell me at least
the night before.don't let me waste my time and trip. i really
pls and thank you to do that k?


yes yes yes. i was in the wrong. at least i admit that.
FYI girl some people dont.
i said meet at 11.30 and she called me at 11.40
then i asked if she still wanted to go and then she said her famous and fav phrase
" I dont know"

so i cancelled. she got pissed. she didnt wait very long.
she wait prob 10 mins more or less.

i replied that she can me mad at me because she obviously has a right to be.
and that i was so sorry i overslept and cancelled on her last minute.
and that i dont know what to do know and that i just dont want to lose a friend like her.

SO. guess what SHE said!

read on.....


you will not lose a friend like me. i'll just make sure i'll
NVR go out with you alone again. we can still chat on the phone or msn.

nice huh? well done Shina. so i just sent her this:
Fair enough

whatever la.

so i told clara and nella what happened today.
she said that she would've been really pissed off at me BUT she wont
say that she would never go out with me alone again.
so like what the hell.
i blew her off one time and she said that???!!!
i must be the worst friend she ever had.
or she can just announce that the friendship could be officially over
but FCUK LAH.
i already said i was wrong, that i was sorry, WTH do you want me to do?
go on my knees and beg for forgiveness from her?
FCUK a million times.
damn pissed at myself...

bloody hell lah.