posted on Saturday, February 21, 2009
RANDOM QUIZZES!!!!
okay... not THAT random...
| What is your True Fear? Your Result: Commitment Even though it may not always seem like it, deep down you are afraid of being committed to anything serious. You love the feeling of being carefree and not having anything tying you down. You're afraid that someone or something that may tie you down in life, will keep you from reaching other goals. You may also be afraid of getting hurt. You need to open yourself up more to possibilities and realize that sometimes it's good to be committed to something that you really care about. Just because you're an independent, free-spirited person doesn't mean that being committed to anything is going to change who you are. |
| Where Your life is Going | |
| Disappointment | |
| Looked down on | |
| Losing Someone | |
| Death | |
| Being Alone | |
http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_is_your_true_fear">What is your True Fear?
http://www.gotoquiz.com/">Quiz Created on GoToQuiz |
| Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Love You are Love. Love is the glue that binds us all together. The love of family, the love of friends, the love between husbands and their wives--these things form the foundation of our happiness, our security, and our comfort. "All you need is love." |
| Friendship | |
| Charity | |
| Courage | |
| Faith | |
| Peace | |
http://www.gotoquiz.com/which_positive_quality_are_you">Which Positive Quality Are You?
http://www.gotoquiz.com/">Quiz Created on GoToQuiz |
| ANIMOLOGY: What Animal Are You? Your Result: Silver and Red Wolf *howl* You're a very strong person. You tend to be naive most of the time, but when in love boy do you know how to get around! You prefer to be quite around adults. Your soul mate is the gold falcon. You're in conflict with the maroon panda. |
| Teal Cat | |
| Blue Fox | |
| Tan Giraffe | |
| Gold Falcon | |
| Ocre and Gray Dolphin | |
| Red Jaguar | |
| Yellow Trout | |
http://www.gotoquiz.com/animology_what_animal_are_you">ANIMOLOGY: What Animal Are You?
http://www.gotoquiz.com/">Quiz Created on GoToQuiz |
the time is right;
{1:30 AM}
posted on Friday, February 20, 2009
WHEEEE!!!!
I JUST CAN'T GET ENOUGH OF THIS GUY...
okok so i'm still stuck doing assignments...
i'm trying to blog before i do a 500 word reflective essay...
yes and maybe it will work...!!! hahahaha....
but unfortunately i can't like type it like i blog here...
but no matter i think that it will help...
considering that i haven't been typing much lately...
but like yeah whatever i 'm just typing whatever comes to mind
and please please please forgive me if i've overlooked typo errors...
hahaha... i seem to be making a lot of them unintentionally....
YAY!!!
Movie marathorn at T14 after all the crappy submissions!!!
hahaahha...
i think i'll finish DT by 4am...
and then i'll sleep...
and then i'll go to school early tmr to finish up HCD assignment...
OMG i MUST MUST MUST stop this bad habit
of not paying enough attention in class....
i need a fresh new start and a fresh new beginning...
i need to change my habits...
and i need to put in more effort in my future assignments!!!
honeymoon's over mann.....
time to put my nose to the grindstone and work my ass off the next acad year...
hopefully i can cope with dance trainings...
i mean Khai did it... so why can't i?
i have very poor time management...
it sucks to admit it right here, right now...
but yeah i have very very poor time management...
like now i'm supposed to be doing work,
but here i am blogging away, hoping that it would help
when i continue writing that reflective essay...
because i totally dunno what else to write...
yeah after 266 words i have no idea what else to write...
what happened to the Shina who wrote like 600++ words for O levels??
i think that i just have not much to write anymore...
OR....
it's because i'm not used to typing so much...
i much prefer pen and paper...
but there's not enough time already...
haixx....
JIA YOU SHINA!!!!
YOU CAN DO IT!!!
YOU ARE SUPER WOMAN!!!
NO NEED CAFFINE OR SLEEP!!!
HAIK!!!
the time is right;
{12:47 AM}
posted on Wednesday, February 18, 2009
吃饭吃到睡了
我开车开到傻了
我看书看到你了
开始怀疑我怎么了
说话说到吐了
我写歌写到疯了
我爱你爱到盲了
天知道我又怎么了
不舍得舍 不得都分手了
舍不得 不舍得 散了
爱是你的 是我的完了
原来我只是突然累了
原来我不说了
原来我撑着撑到麻了
原来我不爱了
哒啦
原来我不爱了i've finally figured out what's wrong
i will try to change for the better
i will put in 100% effort for every assignment in Year 2
i will learn to manage my time better
and i will 拼到最后！
i've learned to take thing seriously...
now...
I SERIOUSLY NEED TO FIND A JOB!!!!
phew... *wipes sweat*
but after this week's load of assignments and saturday's BBQ for YouYa...
the time is right;
{10:34 PM}
posted on Monday, February 16, 2009
sometimes i just feel like there's nothing for me to be happy about...
okay... maybe happy to be alive and be able to do what i like...
but i haven't really found my purpose here...
maybe i should have already found a purpose cause i'm 18...
i wish i was younger... like...
back in sec school when there were no worries at all...
i only needed to worry about getting my homework done on time
and how to teach my Girl Guide juniors footdrill... and how to scold them...
so carefree... those were the times...
i feel like going back to study for O levels again...
trust me, O levels are a piece of cake... it's not scary at all...
what's scary to me now, is that i have no direction whatsoever...
i have too many loves and interests... i dunno what i want anymore...
design is a must that i have to do, and it's something that i want to do...
i'm just wondering if i can push the boundaries and do more things...
like i want to be able to play the guitar, the piano...
and i want to be able to dance as a professional...
it's possible but i don't know if i have the ability and
endurance to overcome every obstacle that comes my way...
i do think 3 times before i say anything
unless it was in the spur of the moment
that i felt truly hurt and my emotions just got the best of me...
i'm such a loser.
i think even SHE's better than me.
well she's got someone who wants to spend the rest of his life with her...
*shakes head*
i'm not sad about being single.
in fact i don't even want a bf anymore.
i'm better off on my own for the rest of my life...
i can travel, i can party, i can drink and get drunk,
what's not to like about being single, am i right?
i'm trying to be happy. is that so wrong?the time is right;
{4:40 PM}
posted on Saturday, February 14, 2009
Cries in a distance
Can’t stop the tremble
I’m just awaiting my turn
Hiding will never
Save me forever
The guns gonna get me for sure
Dear God I pray why won’t you be my friend
Come to me and take my hand
Like mama would say
Everything will be okay
Cause all I hear is 3 2 1
A scream from the guns
And then one by one
No one gets to run
Someone’s dad or mom
Sister, brother and son
No…no…
Cause all I feel is 1 2 3
My tears start to bleed
Smell of roses on my feet
I feel sore… I fall…
I call… I crawl...
holidays are coming...!!!
but i don't feel any different about it...
the only thing that's different is that
my schedule's pretty much opened up
and i feel less stress than when i'm
stressing about ideas for so many assignments...
i hope that after this holiday there will
be some changes in my life...
YAY... movie marathorn with DCMD 01 next Friday!!! XD
hopefully i don't fall asleep after the 1st movie...
hahahaha...
only 2 assignments left + betty edwards and sketch book...
aiya can one lah...
but i hope to get some sleep this time...
FLASH TO BE COMPLETED BY SUNDAY!!!
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE MUST COMPLETE!!! >.<"
if not i cannot rest enough for my presentation the next day...
and i'm going for JJ Lin's concert on the 28th!!!!
ANYONE WANNA GO WITH ME?
i feel so emo nowadays...
JJ's lyrics are so deep and some are especially profound...
nevertheless i love them all... ^_^ *feels all lovey dovey fluffy inside*
i'm starting to forget you...
i wonder if it's a good or bad thing...
i don't think of you as much...
sometimes i don't even remember your face...
the person i dream about holds me tight...
but that person is not you...
something tells me he will be someone better
and he will treat me the way i should and want to be treated...
i'm not bleeding anymore...
i'm not hurting anymore...
i'm feeling a lot better now...
but i still wish i had someone...
maybe i don't need that someone now...
but i wish i'd knew who they'd be in the future...
how cool will it be to be able to look into the future?
haha...
the time is right;
{1:27 AM}
posted on Wednesday, February 11, 2009
i can always fall back on JJ's music to make me feel better. (:
somethings ppl won't understand about me:
1) when i like a certain artist, i love them, i read inbetween the lines of their music, a memorize lyrics, i listen to their songs over and over again...
2) ppl have NO idea how seriously i take song lyrics...
3) music has helped me through every shit that happened in my life. it's not something that i listen to, to enjoy, relax, and take it as a hobby. music IS my life.
4) without music, there will not be a Shina here today.
alright... back to VDS-ing...
我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱
the time is right;
{5:38 PM}
posted on Tuesday, February 10, 2009
我觉得自己的性格很差，
没想到我这总人还能有纯在。
i really really can't take this anymore...
i'm feeling so crapped and f-ed up
the i don't see the bright side of things anymore...
i am mentally and emotionally unstable right now
and that it's not funny at all...
it was never meant to be funny in the first place...
i'm just lying to myself...
telling myself that i can get over it real quick...
i'm feel like the most useless person in the world right now...
i can't get over it,
i can't get over myself,
i can't get over these feelings,
i can't focus on my work,
i can't do anything...
i'm feeling so helpless and desperate for
another kind of understanding...
i don't need someone to tell me that i'm
stupid to hold on to things like these...
i don't need someone to tell me that crying over something like this is no use...
i don't need anyone to tell me that i'm being stupid...
i don't need anymore shit right now...
i'm fucked up as it is...
i'm gonna be like this for a long time...
please bear with me or leave me alone for all i care...
i was always alone in secondary school and i can be alone again...
i had friends who didn't understand or were to busy
with superficial things to notice what they were becoming...
too busy to notice that i wasn't around anymore...
i guess i'm not as important as they say...
i was never important to anyone and i'll never be...
i want to be there for people who need me...
so that i could feel wanted and important...
i felt that i belonged for a while...
it was all an illusion that i made it look like what i wanted it to be
but now i know that i was wrong to assume that i was ever wanted or needed...
i wrote this feeling so f-ed up.
i wonder if these feelings are what i truly feel at all.
i don't know what i'm doing, or what to do anymore.
life sucks. D':
the time is right;
{1:09 AM}
posted on Monday, February 9, 2009
也许空嘘让我想得太多，
也许该回到被窝，
梦里会相遇就毫不优豫，
大声的说我要说...
我要怎么做才能把你忘掉？
i've been emo-ing and
watching drama series on youtube all weekend...
i hope that this doesn't become a habit...
can't wait for holidays to come...
i wanna spend my time working and dancing (that's it! only 2 things)
i need the $$ for year 2 "printing fund" and hopefully
i can earn enough to last me for at least until year 2 sem break...
i want to forget but it's just so hard.
sucks trying to give up on something
that you tried to hold on to so desperately...
i give up trying to sort things out in my head...
it's not like it's gonna change anything...
blogging in school in the middle of the day...
waiting for IDS to start...
OMG IDS sucks man....
flash flash flash... driving me craaaazyyy.... =P
没有你在我有多难熬...
the time is right;
{2:03 PM}
posted on Wednesday, February 4, 2009
no matter how hard i try i just can't seem to hate you
it seems to me that i am someone who is
incapable of hating no matter
how much wrong might have been done unto me.
i have never really hated anyone.
not even the one who stole my first kiss
and then broke my heart two weeks after,
in fact, we're still good friends. =)
weird..... -.-"
here we go assignments...
1) DS (problems solved) due on Friday
2) VDS/IDS on the same week. Next friday.
3) HCD/IDS two week after + presentation
4) DT1 due on the last week of school.
i get frequent headaches and i'm currently
coughing profusely...
my health is already deteoriating... -.-"
i feel like i'm about to cough out blood... YUCK!
i got a new addiction:
MILO DINOSAURRRRR!!!! RARR!!!! XD
the time is right;
{12:31 AM}
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