posted on Monday, July 27, 2009
everytime i take a chance and believe in people,
i only ever get utter disappointment in return....
Please don't make me stop wanting to believe in you,
that we can work together.
I don't want to break anymore bonds of friendship.
Please.
the time is right;
{11:16 AM}
posted on Tuesday, July 21, 2009
you rocked my world MJ, RIP.
i'm tired... cause the fan's blowing into my eyes, making them dry up like a prune...
i'm sick of school, sick of life...
sick of assignments...
it seems like school's not important right now...
it sucks to feel this way cause my grades are on the line,
and the fees are NOT CHEAP...
i'm afraid i'm gonna screw up so bad...
Why am i thinking about this only now?
Why have i become so un-enthusiastic about school?
Was it because being sick for a week, classes being cancelled or is because i'm becoming plain lazy that i'm feeling this way?
I don't like this feeling at all...
I feel so far away from where the rest of my classmates are...
It sucks to feel this way...
I have lost that drive that kept me going the whole of last year...
What happened to me?
Why am i losing interest?
Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
Am i losing my mind?
Is the workload finally getting to me?
Why doesn't design get me excited anymore?
Why? Why? Why? Why? Why?
I need help. =(
the time is right;
{1:57 PM}
posted on Sunday, July 12, 2009
hurray... i'm sick...
as in... really really, i'ma-bout-to-die-from-this-headache sick...
dunno if i should go to school tmr... cause i haven't exactly finished my slides for BDS...
and also, my body's just feels like it's temporarily useless...
i'm meeting nicole tmr to accompany her to look for a job...
yayness!!! more time with my girlfriend!!! XD
don't be surprised if i turned les one day cause no guys seems to like me...
hahahahhahaa....
anyway, i just wanted to say that i'm sorry if i did anything that
hurt you, or made you feel uneasy about talking to me so frequently...
the thing is that i love it that we're keeping in such close contact,
and that our friendship is one of the few that i've had that has
withstood the test of time and circumstances...
it's so bloody cheesy and corny, but yet this is how i feel...
my mum showed me my bill today and it was $102.98...
i was like OMFG WTF WTH?!?!€!€?!??!?!?!?!?!
!A;SKDFJ @#ASDF H;$AF AL%^&F AOJ* ADKFH;()that's kinda why i was like, yah... you know...i hope you understand, if i hurt your feelings, it was totally unintentional... =(i love you babe! you'll always be an important and irreplaceable friend to me!!!now that i've publically announced that i love nicole, i feel the need to clarify that i am still straight and single and available...ahhahahahaha.... ;Dokay, i'm gonna sleep off this headache, and i'm gonna rush my slides for BDStmr during lunch and as for DT, haixx......PLEASE EXTEND THE DEADLINE!!!! XDnight world!PS: R.I.P Michael Jackson. My heart goes out to his family, and most of all, his children... Yes, your daddy was the best daddy that we could ever imagined, there was nothing strange about him. What was strange, was all that he had to endure when he didn't do anything wrong... Love you M,J.the time is right;
{11:48 PM}
posted on Wednesday, July 8, 2009
this is the first time in a long while that i've cried in class.
the time is right;
{11:15 AM}
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