I'm having the headache of my life.
Can't remember when my head was throbbing this badly.
Jeez man, can't get to sleep and stuff...

Well I watched Disney Channel's Johnny Kapahala Back on Board, and it was so freaking cool! Now I feel like getting the skateboard I've been wanting since I was 14... Lols... Anyway, I think the actor, Brendan Baker, is really cute!!!!!
Can't believe I'm falling for every other guy I see on tv again...
When I start school, I'll be like, BOY HEAVEN!!!!
But you see I'm kinda shy, but I'm cool with anyone who talks to me...
Even total strangers on the street and stuff!
Like they ask me for directions and what not... Lol...
I'm friendly... I think...
Some people might say that I look scary, and I don't know why!
Maybe it's because I'm on my own sometimes, so I don't really give that happy face.
When I don't smile, I look really scary I find...
And if you add those freakish blue contacts I got, you'll be like staring into the eyes of horror movie directors or something...
I don't know, I just being lame for a change...

So like everyone at my workplace is like bullying me.
I've been covering for other people, A LOT lately and I'm getting pretty sick of it ya know?
And it's for people who don't really need the job and stuff!
I think, I don't know... oh whatever it is I don't think I can take another week like this one...
I mean I'm fine with working at night but not four out of five nights during the work days... (whines)
Just don't think my body can take this anymore...
I haven't been eating much, just the ribs on Saturday when I went out with Nicole and Rachel B. at night, it was such a blast but we didn't get to watch Juno like we planned, I'm sorry guys! I took so long to finish eating 12 ribs.... :(

So I basically only eat lunch everyday. I don't eat breakfast, and I kinda skipped dinner five out of seven days a week.
I know I should take care of my body but, the food is so freaking expensive and the bus and mrt cost a BOMB!
I find myself spending more on transport than on food... SHIT...
It's like, so freaky... Shina the food lover not eating her fill... lols...
Sounds like a tragic tale huh? Haha.

I'll go do something else now... like sleep... well I'll try to...

Well today was much, um... fun? yeah.
I apologize for my previous posts, they were kinda bitchy for me.
So you see, I'm actually a nice person but if you piss me off, that's it.

Went with Nikki to her Seminar thingy at Dhoby today,
it was a private institution for Diplomas and Degrees in Law.
So it was pretty long, had to hold my bladder until the end.
By the time we got out of there, it was around 9.45pm...
So had dinner and stuff at the kopitiam and I didn't need to spend a single cent on dinner! Got the card and all! I'm sucha GEEK!

Anyway took a bus back to AMK then transferred to but 88 to go home and stuff.
Funny thing though, I met Sheryl Yeo and Nicolette Yip on the bus!
Well they got on the bus with a couple of friends from Hougang.
They were really cool though, really good, fun loving people who are
quite popular, but not big-headed kinda thing... yeah it was cool
talking to them.

By the time I got home it was kinda late? 12midnight ++
Waaaaay past the time I usually get home but this is an exception, it was for a friend. Anyway, about the whole stupid dispute you've been reading about, yeah
I can't be bother anymore, I'm just gonna say fuck off and leave me alone la.
I said all that I had to say, so if people like you don't wanna take that advice
then too bad, because it's the effing truth about the world dude.
Everybody's gonna sugar coat it for you, but in the end you'll taste the bitterness all the same.

So a piece of advice was given to me by Nicolette which kinda encouraged me a bit,
she said to work hard at my course because one of her friends are in it too,
probably a second year student at SP, it is hectic but if i put in the effort,
it will definately pay off BIG TIME...
See what I mean? People that I'm not really close to can say that to me!
And it's like I don't even know her or she doesn't know me, I mean the OTHER her.
This is where it gets confusing lah. LOL.

That's all for tonight I guess, meeting Wei Ting tomorrow. So excited! Haven't seen her since before CNY!!!!!

Holy **** did that post go up? I'd better hide! LOL! I love being a little punk!

I think that this video says everything:

of course the big red sentence is wrong. because i remembered wrongly but i do not apologise for that. i'll just delete it when i feel like it, whatcha gonna do? we're not in school anymore, you can't report me to a teacher. if you do report me to the police or blogger, it's not enough evidence to delete my blog. because if you haven't noticed, it's not much over rated stuff if you look at my archives.

if i was that good of an actor, i'd have won an Oscars already! Google it if you don't know what that is. It's MY effing blog, and i'll do whatever the hell i want with it. And why should i delete the big red sentence? It screams,"Shina is really pissed and wants to get at someone!" It's fun! It's cool! I'll be somewhat an idiot if i listened to you because clearly someone's not grown up enough.

yes yes yes well the whole world's on her side.
I'm done here. Stay in your princessey world.
FYI, you don't know an eff about me.
If you did, you'd know I'd come down harder on myself than on others.
READ IN BETWEEN THE LINES.
This is soooo over rated.

Like DUH who the hell wouldn't wanna be happy and be themselves?
So what if you have other people tell you only the things that you want to hear?
I will never lie. If you don't know that you don't know me at all.
Even if I do put something up that gives people a bad impression of someone else, it's the effing truth if you can't face it, it's not my problem.

Yes well, not surprisingly I'm having a blonde moment if you would excuse me, I'm gonna be a stinking B**CH for the next couple of paragraphs:

Like TOTALLY so not the truth that I B**CHED about her!
And like, why would I wanna act like a B**CH?
That is so not me, like TOTALLY!
If that was acting, I'd have an Oscars on my shelf right about now...
And I'm like totally acting like parez hilton, like can you totally believe it?
So like, what-eva! Talk to da hand! No?
*hands herself an Oscar trophy*
First of all, I'd like to thank my family for always being there fer meeee...
and like my totally awesome frienz for keepin' my ego in check and last of all,
to that special someone that made me into the B**CH I am today, that's hot! Thank you! So like totally! Yeah! Rawk on!

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the next segment is not for kids below the aged of 17

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After the show, I'm gonna ask justin to do me and then I'm gonna marry him and have lots of kids. I won't give a f**k if he's wanting to see brit brit again cause the fact is that he's married to me, because I earned an Oscar while living my life like totally! Oh one more thing, daniel radcliffe, as much as i like you we would've never worked out the way I did with my hubby justin over heeeere... f**k off and die!

ok now i'm done! sheesh that was a lot to B**CH about, being a totally B**CH is HARD! I can never do that man... never. My mind is still PG 13 by the way. Yes well, the fact that you caught me b**ching about you on my blog is no use because we're not in school anymore! And you can't report me! Neh neh ni neh neh... Yes I love being this childish once in a while. Being a totally effing biatch once in a while is fun too! You guys should try it more often. This is what you effing get when you effing piss me off. Don't cross that line. If you wanna take me on, make sure you're mind is at LEASE M18 rated.

By the way, I don't act. I just don't show my UGLY side. Now you've seen what that is like, you hate it, you can't accept it, you hate me, you think I'M childish, you think that I'M in the wrong and you are NEVER to blame, you assume that I don't do soul searching, that is where you are wrong.
FYI, I do a lot of soul searching. You don't even know me.

well haven't been blogging much. just to update, here are my O level results for all to see.

English - A2
Chinese - C5
E Maths - B3
A Maths - B3
Combined Humans - B4
Combined Science - A1

and do the math!

L1R4 = 13 L1R5 = 18

yay. not too happy with my maths result but give some take some, like my cousin said.
By the way I've got a blog for my Harry Potter fan fiction that I'll be writing from now on. It's all PG 13 unless otherwise stated at the beginning of the stories. Mostly romance and action, some comedy here and there, I'll throw in some of my humour if you know what I mean. Lol. Just look for the bloody link.