so i'm kinda like, alone right now... haha... sitting at the yellow table at T20... bored lah bored lah... homework all havent finished yet... haiz... i'm irritated and annoyed... stupid lecturer keep telling my classmates the same things... the same things as what our seniors did last year... like wtf lah...

Ashlyn, Li Juan and Fara went to the Main Library and i'm too lazy to walk all the way there so... yah... i'm alone... how freaking lame is that?

so update update...

friday:
wanted to go for lollipop at MOS but couldnt get in cause by the time we cut, they said no more underage entry... so like WTF... wait until so long den cannot go in... so the lot of us kena stuck outside while a few of them go in thanks to a certain parasite... in the end they told us that it was super crowded and that the music sucked... ahha... whatever lah... in the end we met up at pepper lunch at central near clarke quay station...

hang out... walked around... in the end decided to watch movie =D
den message my mum that i'm not coming home that night cause i missed the last train... the movie SUCKED big time sial... haha... ok lah the effects were awesome but i fell asleep 20 mins into the movie... lolss... after that went to alex's place to crash for the night... his sofa was pretty cosy... but i kept waking up.. sleep wake up.. sleep wake up...

by the time i got home at 11am on saturday, basically i kena screwed by my mom... eff-ing hell.. i wanna cry after i heard what she said... but i didn't... so i emo-ed and emo-ed until sunday... found out i kena fever and flu and cough all at once... nice right? den still went out to buy supplies with fara at bras basah... after that i went for a 3km run...

run run run... amazingly i didn't pass out after that work out! den got home... bathe and all... put ice pack on my head and fell asleep from 9pm to this morning 5.45am... amazing i woke up at the sound of my alarm...! came school early and found out that someone was actually faster than i was! chun yong! yayness!

lolss... so i had his company this morning... nice guy lah =)
still a bit sick... but getting better... oh gosh... maybe i shouldn't have bought the chicken pies to eat... now i gotta do doubl rounds of running! burn all the excess calories off... aiya headache already... i'm thinking of gg to Hive to chill out... maybe sleep... or charge laptop..

anyway, despite the fever and kena screwed by my mom... i don't regret staying out on friday night to the crashing at other ppl's place for the very first time in my life =)

i had a fun time with all you guys! yayness! will definitely do it again! this time i'll tell my mom i won't be coming home for two days! see wad she say lah hor? lols...

last post was kinda random... because i was already half dead....? yeah... after i clicked the 'publish post' button, i kind blanked out for 20 mins before i woke up again? then finally gave up and went to sleep... so now i'm experiencing the reprecussions of my actions... which is doing my homework in school... lolss...

yeah i'm in school now... doing my homework... reached here before 8am... like WOW i didn't know i could do that... i was day dreaming in the MRT and i forgot to get off at Outram... lolss... then ended up at vivo... lol... then stayed on the train then i reminded myself to remember to get off at the first stop... haha... totally random today lah... anyway, i still can't believe that i did exercise yesterday... it was not random... just felt like there was a need for a change... and i got the help of the very unique JOSHUA to help me with the exercise regime... like how freaking odd is that huh? i help him... no! i keep him informed of everything that's going on in school and he does my workout program? lolss... so funny...

anyway, i dunno how many ideas i have for VDS project now... lost count but should be more than 20 bah... or at least 15 cause i did more than three mindmaps already... URGH... later got to tuition again...!!! but strangely, i'm looking forward to it... trying the FUN approach to teaching the kid... i think he'll like doing mindmaps... so today we'll be doing science... PERFECT! science is the BEST subject to use mindmaps for.. YAYNESS.... totally random once again.... i think random is my favorite word nowadays... haha...

okok i think i gotta go back to my knitting... still got that 500 word essay to do... and that 200 word summary... wow i actually feel like doing them!!! haha...

well... haven't been posting much as school has been sooo hectic, i didn't even have time to breathe... haha... not really but still it's draining a lot of my energy... walk here, walk there... climb up, climb down... then run here run there... then some lectures so boring... some lesson very interesting but can't seem to keep awake... lolss... anyway, went for a workout today... kinda odd for me considering i kinda stopped running like 4 months ago.... ahaha... siao already... so i ran like 1.4km? not much lah but that's more than i can handle.... anyway it's also to help me relief stress... anyway this is what happened when u dont' feel about your self... ah whatever... let the pics do the talking... -.-"

[Intro]
HaHa!
You all need to get ready to hear
The unbelievable,
Indescribable
Vanessa Hudgens.
Baby V!

(Baby Come Back)

Everyday, I try to play, another game
But my heart can't take it.
I try to find, another boy,
But all the while, I can't face it.
Why do I miss you so much?
I wanna stop this hurt inside
Oh baby please, give us one more try

(Baby Come Back)

I see you out with all your friends
Laughin' it up as you pretend
To have a good time, (good time)
I know cause I'm living the same life (same life)
So one of us has got to say
We can't keep living this same way
So I'll be the one
Yeah I'll say it, I'll say it, I'll say it, I'll say it again

Baby Come back to me
In my heart I still believe
We were meant to be:
Together so whatever it takes (Baby Come Back)
Baby come back to me
I should have never set you free
My baby
Come back (Baby Come Back)

I wanna call, but then I stall,
Cause after all, I just couldn't take it
Cause if your play was to push me away
You know that day, my heart you'd break it (Baby Come Back)
I know we made a mistake, (I do)
Can't you stop your foolish pride (Oh no)
And come back to me
Let's try, Let's try, Let's try, Let's try it again

Baby Come back to me (Come Back)
In my heart I still believe
We were meant to be:
Together so whatever it takes (Baby Come Back)
Baby come back to me
I should have never set you free
My baby
Come back (Baby Come Back)

[Bridge:]
You know you miss your baby V
And I can see that you think about me
So why do you act like you don't care
Like all this love between us isn't there
I know that you're upset
I know I did you wrong
I know you want me to pay for all the pain I've caused
But in the end it all comes down to just one thing,
It's you and me
So I sing

Baby Come Back!

Baby Come back to me
In my heart I still believe
We were meant to be:
Together so whatever it takes (Baby V!)
Baby come back to me (Come Back)
I should have never set you free
My baby
Come back
(Baby Come Back!)

so now i'm in T1441 in school... it's so cosy... i could sleep... zzZZZzzZZZzz... haha... the only problem is that i can't access the fucking blackboard to check my homework and download the files and shit... haiz... i think i have to like use the vista to do it... and send it to my own email add so that i can download it into XP because the freaking thing cannot save in the D drive... fuck lah fuck lah!!!

can't remember the last time i was this irritated... annoyed... what other words?? haha... anyway class stars in a little less than an hour and i'm surprisingly not doing my homework... like what the fuck? lols... random day once again... i'm gonna try and do my one minute essay... yupps... see ya... peace out... (:

well, after that last post, the family went to baby Rachel's first month party... it was pretty fun... chasing the little monster called Darren Lee Jie En all around the gigantic balcony outside the function room... yupp... the kid fell like more than ten times before he felt the pain... or did he....? lolss....

next day was first day of school... i gong gong go and bring all the materials i bought from the art fair for nothing... we only used our laptops... -.-"
anyway, by the time i got back, i quite literally fainted on my bed... cause after a very long first day, i had to go give tuition at amk which sucked cause it's so bloody far away from dover.... once again... -.-'

second day wasn't so bad... met up with Farah earlier to watch movie... i the end we didnt... just ate breakfast at LJS at tiong bahru... the french toast was excellent! soooo crispy... hhhmmmm mmmm.... haha... then went to school... borrowed She's The Man from the BizIT library at 'Er Mei Shan' lols... it's the business school that's like on top of the bloody hill... we had to walk aaaalllll the way there from the mrt.... -.-' but lucky we didn't get lost lah... the found out at night that i have an ulcer on my lower lip... -.-' shyytt....

third day wasn't so bad... just that i didnt eat my breakfast AGAIN... so i was starving by lunch time and the KFC wasn't enough to fill my stomach... i had to upsize the drink and change up my coleslaw to cheese fries.... haiz... ended early, like about 3 like that? then went to meet Nikki at the station... took the train to the airport... kinda loitered around... went to mac's for a while and stuff... but didn't get to do my homework which was piling like CRAZZY..... like OMFG i'm gonna die... someone ressurect me!!! haiz... think i should go offline now... gonna zzZZZzzZZzzZZZzZZzzzZzzZzZzZZZZZ

well, it's a fairly windy day outside this summer in Sunny Singapore... i'm at Safra Mt Faber and the family's swimming... but i'm not... why? i'm not in the mood... kena stomachache just now... -.-' it's like on off pain lah... haiz... so diao...
i gtg now... laptop low on batt... -.-' forgot to bring charger... haiz... see ya guys...

it's 7.10 on a Saturday morning... and i'm here blogging.... why?? hmmm.... well i guess i'm waiting for my uncle to pick me up, so that the family can go explore a cemetry at McRitchie Reservoir... lols... so random right? they were even talking about it last week... at my place!!! and i didn't even know... i must've been on another planet or something... lols!!

anyway for the funny parts of orientation... day 3...
only Fahmi came... rest of the guys decided to stay at home to slack their asses off... haha... then us girls were like,"you're a good guy Fahmi..." then he was like,"thank you, thank you"... lols! so we had the whole morning to think of a skit to put up later that day... we all had such random ideas... like apple, Hawaii, Mas Selamat (ROFL), rocket, monkey, grey and i forgot what the last one was... lols.... it was too random so we decided to do something else ...
That Fahmi lah! Suggested Mas Selamat... we couldn't stop laughing like idiots would... lol! so in the end, we decided to so a parody of how he escaped...

scene one:
(Mas Selamat sleeping.... zzz...zzzz..zzzz)

Narrator: one stormy night, it was the usual tv session for Mas Selamat
i SAID, it was the usual tv session for MAS SELAMAT!!

Fahmi: Huh? What? What? it wasn't me! i didn't do anything!!! i didn't bomb what thing!!

Shi hui and Xiang ling (as guards and back up dancers): Aiya! Shuddup lah! go watch your tv!!!

Narrator: the reception was bad. so he could only get lame random commercials. (tzt.. tzt... tzt... tzt...)

(Rain's song played, so i was like dancing....)
Me as Rain: i like black. black looks cool. my name is Rain.

Fahmi: (holds up blue balloon as big sweat drop -.-") (then he hits the tv to change the channel)

(Rock version of Umbrella)
Farah: Under my umbrella, ella, ella, ella, eh eh... under my umbrella, ella, ella, ella eh eh eh eh eh... oh oh sorry sorry, sore throat.... i need my Ricola!!

Shi hui and Xiang ling: (this is super high pitched) Riiiiiiiiicola!!!!!!!

Fahmi: AAAARRRRGGHHH!!!!!! What the hell!!!!! (starts hitting tv and changing the channel)

(Michael Jackson's black or white, so i was like dancing again.. .)
Me as MJ: (dancing, did moon walk and his leg thing where he kick up his right leg then the famous OW pose on toes... lols!)

(Fahmi turns off tv)

Narrator: after watching all those lame commercials, Mas Selamat decided to escape to go to Singapore Poly, school of design to design his own commercial.

(Fahmi doing all the 'macho' poses.... then he tried to do the moonwalk... when he did the OW pose, he 'injured his right leg' lols... then limped off stage...)

haha... that's it~! the performance... lols... hope you guys enjoyed reading it... haha!!! ROFL!

so, haven't been blogging the past few days... cause orientation has been super tiring, but at the same time, super duper fun!! Day 2 was graffiti art kinda thing... got to paint some small wooden sheds... yupp... too lazy to load the pics but i will as soon as i'm in the mood... lols...

so day 3 was yesterday, it was super slack... but we had to put up a skit.... Big Ballz put up a 3 minute skit about how Mas Selamat escaped... lols... so random right? i'm too tired to type how it went down, so i'll do it some other time... lols... lazy me... but seriously, i'm sooo wiped out... no wonder i wasn't in the mood for the freshman welcome party... haha... drained of all energy... still had to buy dinner for myself and my brother after that... sheesh...

i'll do the proper updating later... right now i'm super tired, and i'm going to bed and catch some shut eye... zzzZZZZzzzzZZZZZzzz

peace out ppl!

just a quick rundown on what happened today during orienteering... then i'm gonna get some shut eye... sheesh... so tired, running all over the school... haiz... it was like the most amount of exercise i've done since i dunno when... lols... i dun think i need to fix a time for a good workout at the gym after all... haha...

anyway, we started the day by splitting us up into groups of 15-16 freshmen and two leaders... our leaders were K7 and Eugene.. yupps.. they were so nice to us and stuff... gave up tips and all that 'bout life in poly and stuff... what to do and what not to do... yupps... made plenty of new friends... well there's Farah (or Fara?), Ya Shi, Shi Min, Esther, and the girl i already met Li Juan but she went to another group, there's another Eugene, Sarah, Skye, Darryl and a few more i can't recall right now... haiz... just spotted a baby lizard on my wall... but i never get lizzies in my room!!!!! get lost!!!!! :@ eeeewww it's still here... YUCK! maybe i shouldn't have opened the window... shooot!!!!!

we played games, charades... wacko... and concentration... all team building or ice breaker games lah... it was fun... but was so secondary school... oh yeah Eugene said that he was from Hougang Sec, same school as Wei Ting! yay... but sadly he doesn't know her... he's from sec 5... yupps... anyway, i thought that i'd never say this................... ready for it?

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i got asked out by Eugene. Yeah well, we were talking about the whole Lollipop underaged party at MOS for SP students... free entry for students in general i guess... then he was like, "wanna go together as a group?" and i was like, "yeah that would be fun!" haha... so that's how it went down... lols... nothing much lah... haaha.... it would've been better if he was cute... lols... i would've flirted so much i could've made myself sick in the stomach... haha... but anyway he's like your typical guy lah... just normal, but he was very nice... he paid partially for my lunch... gave me tissue... ahaha...

kk, won't bore you guys anymore with stupid details... i don't even know if Autumn reads my blog anymore... anyway, Autumn if you do read my blog, please tag me! My tagboard is currently empty now, to start afresh you know? yupp... so anyone at all... who's read my entries please comment.. haha... peace out! XD

well, right now i'm waiting for my first coat of nail polish to dry on my nails... then i'll put on the next coat... then the top coat... haiz... well tomorrow's the first day of freshmen orientation... dunno how it will go but yeah... we'll see... the stupid cd driver is not working again... it was working fine yesterday and this afternooon... but just now when i tried to play High School Musical 2 dvd, it totally couldn't read the disc.... oh gosh i gotta find a way to install the program, if not i'll be the only blur block who doesn't have the required programmes... haiz... this sucks... at least i have my hairspray soundtrack ripped into the media player... it just cheers me up so much...

went to see my baby cousin Rachel today... she's almost a month old now... she's sooo cute! i've got photos but don't think i'll put them up... haha... i dunno if anyone is reading my blog... if you are reading please tag... i feel so pathetic doing that... jeez... what's wrong with me? haiz... i dunno why but i'm starting to hate my life again... did i just say that in my previous post? who cares...? why won't the stupid CD reader work on this laptop??? sheesh... i'm freaking out so bad i'm have a breakout of pimples... that hasn't happened since o's man... i hate hate hate hate this... hai...

just finished painting the second or third coat of polish... haiz... just sighing all the way now... feel so bored and confused and annoyed and irritated all at once... i'm gonna explode right about now... urgh i'm gonna die... again Christian Siriano... i don't feel fierce now... urgh!

what to wear, what to wear for tomorrow? leather jacket? jeans? blouse or shirt? or t-shirt? or skirt? chic or rock n' roll? or vintage? sneakers or heels? what a headache... dunno how i'm gonna survive for the next three years... gonna be spending more on clothes than food... lol... should i wear a vest? yikes i am gonna die... die die die die.... URGH!

i'll figure something out... i'm having mood swings cause it's the time of the month... sucks huh? i hope it ends before school starts... and i hope the pimples do too... anyway i'm not getting my hopes up about getting a bf at all... haha... who would want a weirdo like me? i mean come on... there other prettier girls everywhere... and my expectations are high anyway so like yeah... i'm not shy about meeting someone i'm just shy about meeting new people in general... sheesh... how did i make so many friends? lols... crazy lah... i'm just crazy... oh the colour of my nail polish is dark purple... it's sooo rock n' roll... so much nicer than the onyx black that i have... haha... and it's the glittery dark purple... yupp...

got nothing else to say now... so i'm just gonna type the lyrics to Zac Efron's number in Hairspray: Ladies' Choice

Hey little girl with the cash to burn
I'm selling something you won't return
Hey little girl take me off the shelf
Cause it's hard having fun playing with yourself
Once you browse through the whole selection
Shake those hips in my direction
A prettier package you never did see
Take me home and then unwrap me
Shop around but little darlin' I've got to be
The ladies' choice
The ladies' choice

Hey little girl looking for a sale
Test drive this American male
It's gonna take cash to fill my tank
So let's crack open your piggy bank
Hey little girl the way you shoppin'
I've got something that's traffic shoppin'
Hey little girl on a spending spree
I don't come cheap but the kisses come free
On close inspection I'm sure that you'll agree
I'm the ladies' choice
Ladies' choice

WOOOWW
Hey little girl on a spending spree
I don't come cheap but the kisses come free
On close inspection I'm sure that you'll agree
Hey little girl listen to my plea
I come with a lifetime guarantee
One day maybe we'll find that baby makes three
It's the ladies' choice
I'm the ladies' choice
The ladies' choice
I'm the ladies' choice choice choice
I'm the ladies' choice

and the crazy obsession with musicals and Hairspray continues...
i watched to movie for like the fifth time today... and the soundtrack is on replay in my cd player for the next century i guess... lols...
i'm so obsorbed, i've come to the point where i want to learn all the dances in the movies... it's gonna take forever i'm sure but i got time... i guess... hai...
now it's like, i dunno whether i want to join dancesport again or not... i'm just afraid that bitches will turn something i love into something i'll hate... i dunno... somehow ppl don't seem so friendly in poly after all... i hate it when that happens... it's such a disspointment sometimes, but looks like i'm used to disappointment...


now i'm chatting with gen and wei ting... seperate conversations... asking them for opinions on the Hairspray soundtrack... see if anyone of them like it... haaha... basically asking for their opinions and stuff... so far gen doesn't like it... it's just not her kinda music... hmmm... waiting for wei ting's take on Ladie's Choice... it's Zac Efron.... i hate to admit it but Zac just grows on me... now i can't deny the fact that i'm crazy in love with his voice... how hopeless am i?

oh wei ting likes Ladies' Choice! yayness! finally someone who likes it other than me! haha... Zac's voice is soooo nice... it grows on me... his whole look in Hairspray was VERY Elvis and it suited him soooo well... haha.... Zac Zac Zac... someone shoot me... i'm sucha sucker... gosh i wanna kill myself... swooning over a guy like that is NOT cool... i can't help it... nic messed with my head last night and now i'm forever haunted by the fact that i'll never get to meet Zac Efron... haiz... i'm not gonna elaborate on that one...


and now i'm listening to Ladie's Choice over and over and over again... WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME? i mean if you listen to the lyrics, you'll find that it's a very cheeky and kinda dirty... haha... if truth be told, i think that the Hairspray soundtrack is THE best album i've ever bought... honestly, i feel that it's better than josh groban's... haha... sorry josh! and it's because it has given me a whole lot of confidence... i feel so good about myself now... yay man... and i don't feel that i have to starve to lose weight and that is so weird... the songs are so upbeat and fun and sooo danceable! haha...

basically, i'm rocking out to Hairspray from here on out! the rest of the songs can wait... haha... and i'm not listening to the radio now... don't see the point nowadays when i have something else to listen to... IT'S HAIRSPRAY!!! and Queen Latifah has one of the most beautiful voices that i've ever heard... i mean besides Josh Groban and Christina Aguilera... she's just phenonmenal... haha... and did i mention Elijah Kelley? He's voice is sooo freaking strong!!!! listen to Run and Tell That... you'll know it's like, good...........

nothing much happened these few days... just that i made a new friend yesterday... yeah she came in late and i was like," dont worry they haven't started yet" haha... then totally hit it off and started talking... cool eh? now we're friends!! haha... she's a super sweet, thoughtful person... haha... i hope she thinks the same of me... (cross fingers) yupp...
looks like wei ting and gen have logged off... i gotta go too... =)



~~~_ I'm happy with myself_~~~ ~~_-i love Zac Efron-_~~ ~~-Hairspray Rox-~~

i'm still absorbed in musicals... seriously...!
went to watch shutter with lilian today... not much lah...
we decided, let bygones be bygones and start afresh, and of course, be friends again...

the movie was so freaky... i let out a high pitched scream in the cinema... not the super high Sharpay Evans one, just a short little high-pitched scream... oh and apparently, most of the fights that happened between me and lilian occurred because rizal told lies about what we said about each other, making us not talk to each other... and yes, HE IS A LIAR... i think that he thought that it would be funny to mess up somebody's friendship... f*** lah...

anyway, went to peninsular to help clara buy her guitar bag and the chord book... oh and i bought my very first LEATHER JACKET!!!!!! like how fucking cool is that? it's genuine leather... and it only costs me $58... like oh shit, you can't find that price anywhere else... so yeah i'm hiding it from my mom... i'm gonna wear it out... just not when she's around... if not she'll start yakking about how precious money is and we shouldn't spend it on extravagant things... i mean is a leather jacket extravagant? come on ppl... every one has to have one... but sadly, some don't...

then after buying the jacket, i decided to go home... just in case i see something else and start spending AGAIN... i think my pay is running out very fast.... damn! curse my weak willed soul....

then watched hairspray half-way, then was told to turn it off because my brother was playing chinese chess with his chinese tutor and the lesson hadn't started yet... i was like... WHY ma? will it kill to let me watch until they really start the lesson? speaking of which, i need to change the bloody cd drive in this laptop... it just won't work damn it! dunno how much it's gonna cost me but i gotta figure it out soon... and as for the stupid camp, i dunno what to bring cause no one has called me about it... haven't received any emails either... so f*** lah... and the stupid SP password crap is still not working... i mean what the hell?!! i KNOW that my password is correct because i wrote it down!!!! sweet merciful crap...

and yes, i changed my layout again... it's so difficult to find a nice hairspray blogskin but i did!!! yay!!! i'm sorta happy lah... but still the stupid password shit is still bugging me... haiz...