well, right now i'm waiting for my first coat of nail polish to dry on my nails... then i'll put on the next coat... then the top coat... haiz... well tomorrow's the first day of freshmen orientation... dunno how it will go but yeah... we'll see... the stupid cd driver is not working again... it was working fine yesterday and this afternooon... but just now when i tried to play High School Musical 2 dvd, it totally couldn't read the disc.... oh gosh i gotta find a way to install the program, if not i'll be the only blur block who doesn't have the required programmes... haiz... this sucks... at least i have my hairspray soundtrack ripped into the media player... it just cheers me up so much...

went to see my baby cousin Rachel today... she's almost a month old now... she's sooo cute! i've got photos but don't think i'll put them up... haha... i dunno if anyone is reading my blog... if you are reading please tag... i feel so pathetic doing that... jeez... what's wrong with me? haiz... i dunno why but i'm starting to hate my life again... did i just say that in my previous post? who cares...? why won't the stupid CD reader work on this laptop??? sheesh... i'm freaking out so bad i'm have a breakout of pimples... that hasn't happened since o's man... i hate hate hate hate this... hai...

just finished painting the second or third coat of polish... haiz... just sighing all the way now... feel so bored and confused and annoyed and irritated all at once... i'm gonna explode right about now... urgh i'm gonna die... again Christian Siriano... i don't feel fierce now... urgh!

what to wear, what to wear for tomorrow? leather jacket? jeans? blouse or shirt? or t-shirt? or skirt? chic or rock n' roll? or vintage? sneakers or heels? what a headache... dunno how i'm gonna survive for the next three years... gonna be spending more on clothes than food... lol... should i wear a vest? yikes i am gonna die... die die die die.... URGH!

i'll figure something out... i'm having mood swings cause it's the time of the month... sucks huh? i hope it ends before school starts... and i hope the pimples do too... anyway i'm not getting my hopes up about getting a bf at all... haha... who would want a weirdo like me? i mean come on... there other prettier girls everywhere... and my expectations are high anyway so like yeah... i'm not shy about meeting someone i'm just shy about meeting new people in general... sheesh... how did i make so many friends? lols... crazy lah... i'm just crazy... oh the colour of my nail polish is dark purple... it's sooo rock n' roll... so much nicer than the onyx black that i have... haha... and it's the glittery dark purple... yupp...

got nothing else to say now... so i'm just gonna type the lyrics to Zac Efron's number in Hairspray: Ladies' Choice

Hey little girl with the cash to burn
I'm selling something you won't return
Hey little girl take me off the shelf
Cause it's hard having fun playing with yourself
Once you browse through the whole selection
Shake those hips in my direction
A prettier package you never did see
Take me home and then unwrap me
Shop around but little darlin' I've got to be
The ladies' choice
The ladies' choice

Hey little girl looking for a sale
Test drive this American male
It's gonna take cash to fill my tank
So let's crack open your piggy bank
Hey little girl the way you shoppin'
I've got something that's traffic shoppin'
Hey little girl on a spending spree
I don't come cheap but the kisses come free
On close inspection I'm sure that you'll agree
I'm the ladies' choice
Ladies' choice

WOOOWW
Hey little girl on a spending spree
I don't come cheap but the kisses come free
On close inspection I'm sure that you'll agree
Hey little girl listen to my plea
I come with a lifetime guarantee
One day maybe we'll find that baby makes three
It's the ladies' choice
I'm the ladies' choice
The ladies' choice
I'm the ladies' choice choice choice
I'm the ladies' choice