haven't been blogging cause i was far too lazy... hahaha...
hmmm... im still kinda... er... yeah... the feeling you get when you lose a family member... no doubt my classmates make me laugh and everything, i can't help feeling guilty that i'm here laughing while one of us has just passed... hmmm...
yeah well, i fractured my hand during dance training on wednesday... wtf?!
smart lah me... i was so damn tired, but still i went on to do the dance...
Here's how it happened:
1 and 2 and 3 and
PAH!!i heard a crack over the super loud music!
when i switched positions with my hand, it hit the floor HARD!
yeah you get the picture... oh my...
wth am i gonna do for next training if it doesn't get better by then???
my mum was supposed to bring me to the sinseh today
BUT my uncle told her not to,
and suggested that i wait for it to heal on its own...
BUT BUT BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't HAVE time to wait for it to heal BY ITSELF!!!!!
i got freaking assignments to do man!!!
and one of them involves DRAWING and the usage of my RIGHT HAND cause
it is more adapted to using the LAPTOP MOUSE and the PENTOOL in illustrator...
AND i have to submit a design for a competition BY the end of this month!!
soooooooo.............
I REALLY CAN'T AFFORD TO WAIT TILL IT HEALS COMPLETELY TO DO MY ASSIGNMENTS!!!!
hmmm...
this stupid plaster thing doesn't really work on my hand
cause it's the bone that's fractured and NOT the muscles that's causing the pain...
SO!
haiz.... what a life....
today didnt go that well either...
although i got to eat ribs and awesome tasting food for lunch,
i felt super nauseas after that, my head was spinning...
my eyes were sooo itchy.... it's like eye irritation...
AND my body was aching like MAD....
STILL aching 4 days after training... wtf lah!!! URGH!!!
worst thing is that i don't feel like tutoring anymore...
after this kid, i am NOT giving tuition EVER again...
it's too tiring...
i'd rather work for minimum wages on a sunday than tutor during the week...
sheesh.... and i have like NO time for assignments...
monday, school endsa at 6pm... after school i have to give tuition,
wednesday, school ends at 3pm BUT i've got dance training and it ends around 7pm for almost EVERY SINGLE SESSION I'VE ATTENDED...
thursday ends at 6pm and then tuition after...
on the days that i give tuition, i usually reach home at round 10 plus... latest was 11 plus... and i'd be toooo tired to do anything... wtf lah...
the only time that i'm free is on tuesday, in the morning before DS lesson at 2 and after DS lesson which is after 6pm... and on wednesday after dance, and friday after school which is like after 6pm...
and maybe i'll be free during the breaks lah... BUT BUT BUT!!!!!!
honestly, how much can you do during those breaks??
right now, i'm trying to force myself to do something else other than blogging...
like the project builder thingy which was due last week... heheh...
ya lah procrastinator...
hmmm...
i think that if it wasn't for:
1. My angel
2. My friends
3. My beloved classmates
4. Nathan
i wouldn't have held up this week... yeah...
SSSHHH!!!!! what's been read on this blog WILL stay a secret alright?
lolss...
but really, thank you to everyone who made me feel loved and a hell lot better
during this week and that includes my angel who gave me the kinder bueno...!!! :DDD
well there's nothing else really for me to write here...
i'll go strain my eyes at my other laptop now... the one for school....
the one i'm using at this particular moment is technically my mum's cause she
paid for it and my brother just uses it for gaming 24/7...
