i honestly do not know how to keep this up
i honestly do not know if i CAN keep this up
today was a bad day. it wasn't the worst i've had so far,
but still, it was bad to me...
bloody hand's still hurting like crazy...
BUT, Siu Yun gave me her loving touch,
and her magical hands made it better!
hmmm, it's still hurting though...
and when i was massaging it while
watching Harry Potter yesterday,
i realized that my bone's a bit popped out...
well, uh... it was...
a little more than a bit popped out...
eeewww.... urgh....!!!
oh my i'm gonna cry....
and Mel.t was sooo sweet today...
she offered to take me to the hospital,
and she said that she'll pay...
omg omg omg.... i am gonna start crying....
thanks a million dozen times darlin' !!!!
but it's okay...
i'll find a way to get it fixed...
hmmmm......
i've been feeling a little down lately,
cause of my hand...
and the fact that it can't function properly...
it's annoying, having to do everthing with my left hand...
and that includes doing my visual journals...
i quote mr lau "take this opportunity to train your left hand"...
haha... ok mr lau... i'll try...
anyway, i just don't understand...
if my daughter had a fracture,
i'll rush her to the hospital or clinic
no matter what time of the day it is...
and i don't care if it was just a sprain...
so like... tell me again why i didn't see the doc?
besides that, i went hungry today...
yes i went hungry even if i did have cash to buy food...
but it was like, i had lost my appetite...
and when i finally felt like eating
cause i was starving my ass off,
my grandma tells me to come home for dinner...
and i couldn't eat anything until AFTER
i've given tuition AND the bus ride...
and like... yeah...
i pretty much starved for.... hmmmm....
oh! i starved for like 9.5 hours!
and guess what? my stomach lost all feeling
of being hungry after i got home...
but i forced myself to eat whatever's left...
and kinda chucked the sweet potato soup into the fridge
cause i got sick of eating...
how can one get sick of eating?
well i just felt nausea before and after i ate...
it was 10.30pm when i ate my dinner...
looks like i lead a pretty unhealthy lifestyle...
not sleeping much, not eating my meals on time...
hmmmm... what else?
not eating a single thing for more than 7 hours a day...?
and sometimes i forget to eat breakfast, lunch, and dinner altogether...
whoa...!! i went for 9.5 hr without food today...
but okay maybe i did get ice lemon tea, and green tea before dt and the break...
and the wang wang biscuits...
but that wasn't enough for me...
alright... looks like i'm gonna fall asleep again...
in front of the laptop
alright
haiz...
peace out ppl...
