i'm gonna emo here for a bit...
i'm currently at school...
blogging with siu yun's laptop...
and guess what?
i'm here to practice dance...
den i get a call saying that
i needa give tuition...
said that it was my handwriting...
den was kinda implying that i was irresponsible...
seriously, i wanna stop giving tuition COMPLETELY...
i cannot tahan already...
i'm about to breakdown...
and you know what?
looks like i have to miss
ANOTHER TGIT event...
fucking hell lah...
it's been a while since i sweared like that...
i forgot that tgi was on thursday,
den i wrote down to give tuition on thursday...
omgomgomg... it's all so fucking messed up...
i don't care if i don't get paid...
cause the thing is that...
I HATE TEACHING...
yes, I HATE TEACHING...
I HATE TEACHING KIDS...
I HATE TEACHING ENGLISH MATHS AND SCIENCE...
and i won't blame him lah...
i blame myself for not quitting sooner...
i blame myself for not being able to see that it was not worth it...
i blame myself for everything...
i don't really care if he fails...
really i don't give a damn anymore...
i'm so fucking stressed...
i couldn't care less if i didn't paid...
WHATEVER
