once again i'm faced with this dilemma...
TO RUN, OR NOT TO RUN
i am so gonna totally screw my ligaments tomorrow after the 5km...
anyway, i am gonna tell my mum that i don't wanna give tuition anymore...
cause for one thing, i'm feeling unmotivated to teach...
second, it' taking up my time cause i got other
impt things to do like ASSIGNMENTS...
and thirdly, i give up trying to motivate the kid...
for one thing i don't see him giving me the basic respect?
and he has the attention span of a 3 year old...
i know it's wrong to bad mouth ppl on your blog
but i really cannot take this anymore
it's not as easy as it seems okay...
i think i'll earn a lot more if i got a weekend job
even if it is minimum wage...
so let's do some calculations:
1 day = 8 hours of work
1 hr = $4
8 hr = $4 x 8 = $32
4 weeks= $32 x 4 = $128
BUT let's say the pay is $5 an hr:
8 hr = $5 x 8 = $40
4 weeks= $40 x 4 = $160
WHOOTS!!! $40 makes a whole lot of difference... omg...
anyway, i'm gonna try to cope with working on a sunday every week...
but but but
i won't know what my mum's reaction would be...
will she complain?
will she say that it's alright?
what will she do?
soo many questions but no answers
because she always reacts so..... umm....
differently to what i expect all the time...?
whatever lah...
it just kind of sucks...
i am unmotivated to find a job
because i wanna do well in school
and the thing is that.... um...
well.... i may sound very spoilt to say this...
but it's like...
i don't see anyone having to look for a job to support themselves...
i mean, they work because they want to right?
their parents don't make them work...
and my mum is trying to say that i HAVE to work...
because the course that i am in is costing so much...
she can't possible pay for everything...
i mean she can pay for everything...
but i feel guilty, asking her for money all the time...
HAIYA! this is so annoying...
confusing, whatever adjectives....
hmmm... i think i'd better get at least 3 hrs of sleep...
if not i'll be sleep-running tmr...
haha...
alright i'll post again after the run...
might just take some pictures...
