the headache is not getting any better...
it puts me in a reali bad mood...

anyway...
been tossing and turning
in my bed since 11pm so
i told myself might as well
wake up to take medicine
and continue with my VDS
assignment...

don't ask why lah okay...
it's just that i work well
when i'm 100% emo-ing....
and right now i'm about 70%...
hahahhaahahahahhaha....
aaaahhhhh chuuuuu!!!
excuse me...

and i'm perspiring like a pig!
eeeewwww.... groossssssssssnessss!!!
alright... here's my VDS splashpage...!!! XD
i'm gonna go work on it somemore...





the first one right....
the colour's NOT supposed to be like that...
i think something screwed up
in the system somewhere...

headache headache headache...
omg... headaches suck mann...
haii....
tired tired tired...
i think i'm falling sick...
so sad mann...
but i got VDS to do...
stupid logo design to do...
stupid colour imaging to do...
haiix...
i think i'll just submit one of
the pics i took in bintan
for the photography one...
sian ah... lazy to do anything else...

i need the panadol
like now...!!!
urghss...
so anyway i practically slacked
like the entire day....
den went to meet siu yun
at orchard...
after that she ate dinner
and we met icecube...
supposedly to buy tix to
Avril Lavigne's concert lah...
BUT the sistic booth at Wisma
closed at 8pm and we
went there at 9pm... wtf...
den icecube got sooo upset
cause he was super tired
from his dance trainings...
poor thing lor...
every dance i think
i'll sian sian also lor...

i feel kinda bad cause
i forgot what time the
sistic booth close...
i thought it closes at 9pm lor...
omgomgomg...
sooo sorry guys...!!!

random poem:
i thought about you again today
i think about you all day and all night
i can't help it
i'm so in love
i got it bad for you
your eyes sparkle before me
i got so much love to give
i want to give it all to you
all i need is for you to say yes
and i'll be yours eternally


my south park character
wahahahahhahaha!!! XDDD

yeah! got all the pics that i took
at bintan downloaded onto my lappy!!
XD

i'm not gonna upload ALL of them...
it's gonna take forever cause
i took over 200 shots... wahhaha...
siao...

alrighty then... on to
day 2 of bintan....
hmmm...
what did we do ah? wahhaa...
err....
haaa...
i think we went to this fishing village?
took a couple of pics...
then went to kawaii island
or something like that lah...
then went to.... SURVIVOR island...
it was ya... kinda deserted...
it's inhabitants were DCMD 01/02/03 for
about 4 hours there in total...
haha...
then we went BOOMNETTING!!! WHOOTS...!!!
I jumped from the freaking boat man...!!
effing cool sia!!! wahaha....
dunno if i got pics but if i do
i'll upload them...!! XD
so here are some of the best
shots that i took on the whole trip...
lazy to update about the rest of the days lah...
wahahahahahaha...
just call and asd me
if you wanna find out... =P







Li Juan!


大哥！


Chun Yong!


Ariel!


Justin!


Ashlyn!


Vencia!


Cerlyn!


Makiyo!


Chessa!


Natt and Siu Yun!


Pei Zhi!


Alex!


Leng Fei!


Ee Hwan!


omg! this is the first time
i've uploaded sooo many photos
onto my blog!!! wahahaha....
awww mann....
memories ARE precious....!!! XD

HIII peeps!!
i'm back from Bintan...!!!
Did ya miss me?
wahahahaha

i actually got back on Friday night
but i was too lazy to update...
heh heh....

Bintan is LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE
hahahahahahahaha
i had such a blast
during the 4 days there...
despite being bitten by mosquitoes,
harrassed by flies and bumblebees...
hahaha....
and it's because i was there
with almost all of my classmates...
Vencia had to go home half way...
but still... YAY!!!
we were together for most of the trip!

Day One:
we didnt do much...
just unpacked and stuff...
went to take some pictures around
the resort and mother nature...
hahaha....
had lunch then slacked around...
ooh!
Haziq brought his guitar so
we were having a sing-along
session before lunch...
lolss...
singing avril lavigne songs...!!!
hahahahaha...
he got me emo-ing lah!!
and he can play really well...!!!
furthermore, he is self-taught...!!!
super cool man....
lolss... i can't do that...!!

then during the evening or late afternoon
i went to katchao him at
his dorm... haha...
Gareth, Shannon, Wing Tong,
Glenn and Benjamin was
bunking with him... got to
hang out with them all... was damn fun lah...
playing guitar and singing....
just chilling out and taking things slooooow....
at night, went to emo at the deck
while waiting for my hair to dry...
looked up at the moon...
trying to look for stars...
and just be happy that
i'm here with my classmates...
whoots...!!!
that's the end of day 1...

i'll update again...
once i get the pictures i've
taken into my comp lah... ok?
oh in the meantime,
this is a picture that
Ashlyn took... super nice!! XD

Alrighty then...

i got 48.5 more drafts to do plus the final 10....

i got to do my characters and their world...

i gotta finish up the hero's journey...

i gotta meet chessa for the coaching thingy...

OMFG! ALL BY MONDAY!!!
okay.....
no stress no stress no stress....
let's take it to the left left left...
wth i'm going nutss again.... LOLx...

anyway, dance exam was like... yeah man...
i got promoted to senior team...!! XD
yeah i got 'good energy' - Daniel Yeow
wahahhaahha... siao and super high!!!
*jumps up and down non stop for 30secs*
hahahahahahhahaha

alright i'll tone down...
keep my cool... whoo...!!!
alrighty then... lots happened this week...
first it's the IDS submission
and interview which went pretty well..
i got 2 As 2 B+ and 1 B!
not bad eh...? hahaha...
i gotta do well to make up for the
first CA1 which i didn't
hand in my part 1 which was like
20% of the grade? omgomgomg
haha... so i'm WORKING HARD!!!

i am not ashamed to say
that everthing that i do now
i have to put in extra effort
to 'make it happen'
because with no effort
you get no results am i right?

OKAYY!!!!!!!!!!
Back to work... i've been
slacking for the past two hours
since i got up...
i'm gonna get some breakfast first...
MAC BREAKFAST
HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEE~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS: My SDZ dance trainer's AWESOMEEEEE....!!!!

instead of doing my work... i'm like visiting blogsss...
whahahahahahahaha...
the most happening one is the year 2 seniors blog!!
wahahahahhaha....
similarity between me and pei ying!!
soooo cooooool...!!!
wahahaa...
okok siao already...

13 pages of shytt to do...!!!
here i go...!!!

it's been 9 days, 8 hours, 40 mins, 10 secs since you called...


everything feels alright when you're around...
everything falls into place...
everything seems a blur when you go away...
everything you do affects my day...

i can't help but wonder why...
i can't help but let it pass me by...

haiix....
sometimes it just sucks
when someone else tells you that
the person you like, likes someone else...
should i go clear it up with him?
i mean, i don't really care how he looks
cause it's what he does to me
that makes my heart beat faster...
what the hell is the point here?
oh gosh i'm so totally going to screw crs...

i'm soooo fucking tired....
BUT i've got an assignment to hand up
on Monday so no sleep for me till i'm done
with at least 10 pages...
OMFG how in the world am i going to do that??

i had a lotta fun today
with Natt and Charmaine...!!! XD
went to the flea market to look
for some clothes and stuff...
i bought a pair of shorts and a vest
for like... $9 altogether??
hahaa... that's fucking cheap man...!!!

i think i've rested enough...
going back to IDS...
i need IDEAS....!!! D:

wow... i'm blogging two times a day...
something must be seriously wrong...

just a short post before i go off
to do something before i go to bed...

to Min Hua 学长：thanks for everything today... like helping me order Mac's and reading through the write up thingy... that actually gave me some assurance that it was acceptable to be sent to Azhar cause i know that you know him better than i do... and thanks for the bitching session!!! haha... i laughed my ass off man... wahahahahahahah....

to Natt: thanks for staying back with me until as late as you could... i love you babe!!! you deserve so much better!!!

to Charmaine and Badron: thanks for staying back until the last moment that you guys had to go off... and Charmaine, thank you for helping me with the write up even though you weren't involved in it... i think that it sounded a lot better after you edited it!!

to the rest of the DCMD seniors who were at HIVE until 11pm on a Thursday: Thank you for your company... even if we didn't talk at all...

haha... so that's about it i guess... i'm just very grateful for the people in my life right now... especially my classmates and seniors... i don't think i could've survived the first semester without you guys...!!!

i think i failed my dance exam....!!! :'( :'(
so sad but true... i think i did fail...
because the seniors said that only
3 people passed out of like the 40 people or so?
haiz.... damn sian lahhh.....!!!!

right now, i'm in HIVE....
staying back to do a little bit of work
before going home because i feel like it...
haha...
but no so not funny...
i was pretty bummed out yesterday...
BUT BUT BUT
the seniors said that it was a mock exam
because our instructor Daniel wasn't there...
and then we were like wtfff???
so nervous for nothing...!!!

but still, i think that i failed...
kept thinking about where i went wrong...
and whether i put in enough effort
to practice and to keep improving myself...
pushing my limits till they can't go any further...
but there is always this thing called time constraints...
i know that everyone's got homework
and all the shit that they need to do...
but i think that my course has
A LOT more than some other courses...
it's just that we're doing our best
to make the most of our time...
yupp...

haii...
i think that i'm already giving up on
everything that i ever liked to do...
such as dancing...?
be it latin or hip hop, i just don't know why
i feel like giving up even if i did fail the mock exam...

am i a quitter?
am i too afraid to face the fact
that i am not as good as i think i am?
am i emotionally attached
to every single thing that i do?
is it because that i put all my heart
and soul into doing things,
that i feel so disappointed when
things do not turn out to be
what i thought they would be?

so many questions, all difficult to answer...
and to answer them truthfully is even harder...
haiii....
this stinks...!!
but i'll be fine after awhile...
practicing dance again tomorrow...
let's see what happens....!

well this sucks...
i haven't done ANY homework...
WTF?? awwwwww mann......
me and my procrastination...!!!! :( :( :(

i feel the pain coming back to my thumb...
just a little bit....
ouchies... i gotta be careful
what i do with my right hand...

i found this slapping game on Minhua's blog...
LOLS!!!
it's like damn fun lah!!!
wahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaha
it's a house of slapping bitches!!
LOLS!!!

go check it out --------> HERE!!!

anyway, gonna be meeting siu yun later for dance practise...
yeah man...!! dance exam coming up!!! D:
i have to choreograph something for the ending besides my 4 poses...
oh man i HATE having to choreograph...!!!
):
i'll come up with something somehow....
thanks to the seniors,
i've expanded my vocabulary of dance technique and steps!!!
XXDDDD

anyway, gotta get ready now!!!
and Minhua, does APB have a blog???
hahaha... cause he asked me to go tag him...
LOLS!!

I AM DAMN TIRED
but i cant sleep... wtf?

here's what happened:
i stayed up all night on Wednesday
after the oh so enjoyable, yet tiring dance training...
BAKING!!
yeah... i baked... the WHOLE FREAKING NIGHT...
didn't get sleep at all...
omgomgomg....
lucky my brother helped me with
the first two batches of muffins...
if not i'll wouldn't have had
enough time to bake another 3 batches...
1 batch of muffins
2 batches of cupcakes

it's like.... WHOOOOAAA.....
i baked like over...
120 muffins and cupcakes...

why did i do that...?
hmmmm....
well.... cause i reali want
to help raise funds for HIVE...
and seeing that i have this
so-called talent in baking,
why not put it to good use?
heheh...

well the sale of our
cookies, muffins and cupcakes
was better than we expected!
we made a profit of over $200 in 2 dayss!!!!
WHOOTS WHOOTS WHOOTS WHOOTS WHOOTS!!!!
WHAHAHAHAHAHA.....!!!!!

i'm like fucking happy lah...!!!
just dont have the energy to smile...
lols!!!
after the sale on Friday,
went to HIVE to chill...
met our year 3 seniors there...
there's this senior, they call him APB
and i havent got a clue why...
haha...
but yeah...
they were reali nice ppl... XD
anyway, i think that he's one
interesting dude... lol...

anyway, stayed back in HIVE with...
None other than CHARMAINE!!!
haha....
was supposed to do assignments
and homework... BUT...
slacked, stonned, and ate wang wang biscuits instead...
lolss...

before that, after we closed our
booth on level 2 of T20,
Charmaine and i just sat there stoning
and obviously daydreaming...
and like that 发呆 for like... 40 mins to an hour??
LOL!!!!!
then that Justin Cheong was like:"wahh!! i take my hat off the both of you...!"
like wtfff?


waaaah!! too tired already!!! have to stop here...
we'll talk soon okay?!
XD