i don't know why... but i just feel like posting again... yeah... i know... i'm super weird and abnormal... super weird and abnormal Shina...
Shina sucks at everything...
Shina is not happy with herself...
Shina is feeling super lousy...
Shina is the worst person ever...
Shina is the dancer with the worst attitude...
Shina doesn't know how to cherish...
Shina doesn't know how to seize the moment by the throat...
and Shina can't feel anything but hate and rage right now...
Shina feels hate for herself...
Shina feels hate for whatever she has done...
Shina is depressed...
Shina is not in the mood for jokes...
Shina is really really frustrated...
Shina does not have time for games anymore...
Shina is angry at herself...
Shina is angry at herself for being this way...
Shina hates the way she is...
Shina doesn't know how to change...
Shina can't seem to get the message...
Shina is too proud...
Shina is the suckiest person alive...
Shina is never gonna feel good enough for anyone...
And Shina is dying on the inside...
Day by day she dies...
Day by day she disappears into the background of reality...
and soon she will be non-existant...
