This is what i miss the most:


This is what i tresure the most:


This is what i want the most...


what i miss the most
is the friend that
i can definitely count on...
and she's in the first picture!
oh man she's gonna kill
me for putting that up...
oh well... haha....
i think she loves me too much
to want to kill me... XDD

anyway, went for session again today...
it was:
1) A lot of fun
2) A lot of sweat
3) A lot of headaches (for me)
4) A lot of bonding with my fellow dancers! XDD
i bonded with the girls from SDZ today...
i mean like reali create that
friendship and team bond....
it came so naturally that
i didnt even notice that it was happening
until the very end of the session!

things are finally looking up :D
i realise that if i practise
harder and longer,
i will be able to get
any choreography that
is being thrown at me...
and that anything is possible
with a little more faith and courage...

we are all practising hard for
the upcoming Waves concert...
i just love the feeling of
being in a team and that
i can ask anyone for help...
i think that i am just very lucky
to have another extended family
that i can depend on...
not just for support, but also
encouragement, strength, reassurance
and last but not least:
LOVE

i know that the word has been
used so many times,
we frequently forget the
true essence of it...
but today, i truly felt that
everyone cares about everyone
even if we dont know each other
that well...
and that is what i love
about SDZ now...

at first, everything was so
awkward, weird, and
everyone was just shy to talk
to someone that they dont
really know...
right now, even if we are not
as close, i feel that
i can just talk to anyone at all
and i can bet that they
will talk back you know?

well, it's the warm fuzzy
feeling you get when
the Christmas season is around...
but this warm and fuzzy
feeling i get from SDZ
is all year round...

whoa... i didnt know
i could feel this way about SDZ...

what i tresure the most,
is my family...
because i feel that
family always comes first...
no matter how many
differences you have,
family is always there
for you, most of the time
it is never changing...
and families always support
each other...

and what i want the most?
that picture says it all...
i wonder if i will
ever have that in this life time...
but i'll keep hoping
and i'll keep searching...
until i find it...

i'm just doing a reflection
in this post... it might
bore you people but it
is what i am thinking right now....
at 3.35am on a Saturday morning...