it's nice to know that you were there,
thanks for acting like you cared,
making me feel like i was the only one.
it's nice to know we had it all,
thanks for watching as i fall,
letting me know that we were done.
i guess we just lost it.
i'm gonna follow Nasha to get her
materials for her photojournal after school today...
poor girl's so sick and she has a submission deadline to meet.
lucky our lecturer extended for her till tomorrow.
every morning, i'll wake up and feel like i've just ran 100km.
i have no idea why i'm feeling so tired everyday.
it can't be training cause i'm already used to it.
i'm not physically tired after training,
but rather mentally tired because
i've been churning out ideas for my
assignments non-stop since i started poly.
the upside is that it seems so much easier after
the 101 fruits assignment... hahaha...
thanks to mr lau... =P
i've decided not to brood over what happen.
once again i pick myself up
and decide to start afresh.
get back on track and stay there.
it's been a horrible start to year 2009.
but it gets better cause i'm turning 18 on Sunday!
i can drink legally, and i can go clubbing soon!
but i'm more excited about the drinking than the partying...
i need to stay positive and live my life
the way that i've always done.
not really caring about what others say about me.
not caring about what other people say about what i do,
when i do it and what i should do.
maybe a little if it's good advice.
i feel so much better after talking to Gen.
she's the best person to talk to in times like these...
thanks Gen, i love you! :)))
it's so much better to go with the flow and not expect anything at all.
it may seems super sucky to do so,
cause i'm doing it and it feels so sucky...
but i think it's the best way to go from here...
making pragmatic decisions is the new thing for me.
it may not be something i'd want to do,
but i have to do it because it's the best choice/decision there is to make.
profound much?
no not really.
just take it as being in a uniform group.
do pumping, marching, running.
not something everyone wants,
but it's the best way to get in shape. ;)
*all this time you were pretending*
*so much for my happy ending*
