4 days into the week and i'm already eating into my first pay... =.="
i definitely have to be more careful with my money...
and YES!!! i can sign up for that 3 months 15 classes at studio wu with Brian!!!
hahahah...!!!! i'm so fucking happy!!!
all i need is $80 more from my mum and i PRAY that she'll give it to me...

anyway... i need to let this out of my system because of
something that Bin told us, Girl's hip hop...

Dear Mel,
I am so sorry that I didn't reply to your post on forum...
it wasn't until later that night that I checked the forum
that i knew of the choice of dates and timings to pick for waackin' training...
I know that it's not easy for you to find time to come
down and teach us as and when we want it because
you are working and on top of that, you still of to do a choreo for us,
clean up steps, train technique and all of that...
I understand that if you're angry and frustrated with us,
and disappointed (not to mention)...
Once again, i'm so so sorry...

ooh i feel better... :D
i mean... i feel bad about not checking the forum
earlier than i usually do...
and yes i feel that i am taking some things for granted...
i just hope that i can change for the better (as always)...
i just hope that i, or any of us in girl's hip hop,
do not continue to disappoint Khai or Mel because
it is not easy to teach, clean up, train technique,
arrange time and place for us...
i find that they're doing this for us because they
believed in us, and they believed that will not
take it for granted, but instead cherish and appreciate
the efforts that they are putting in...

i have thought about what it would be like if i
were in any of their shoes...
honestly, i wouldn't've been able to cope if i was Mel...
and as for Khai...
she just graduated and is looking for a job,
or she is already doing some freelance designing...
on top having to complete her work,
she still needs to take all the crap that we give her...
like coming in late (yeah i do sometimes),
giving her the same thing that she saw the previous week
(showing no improvement)

i, myself have looked back on how i spent my day
and i do take things told to me into consideration...
people say that i think too much...
but for me, most of the time, thinking too much
and taking people's feelings into consideration is better
than not thinking at all and just doing what i want...
sometimes i will do things on impulse (hey, no one's perfect yeah?)
and sometimes i will hold back and think before acting...

i am trying to think of ways to help myself
improve in terms of technique in my dance...
sometimes i am afraid of asking because
i do not want to give too much trouble to the seniors...
but i know that that won't help me at all...
hmmm... and maybe i should consider taking up a a course at
either oschool or studio wu.... ;)