i'm kinda pissed right now.
i mean yah, i rarely get this pissed to cut the line.
i really don't know how to help them.
or rather, i don't want to anymore.
they're on their own, here on out.
i'm not gonna pay attention to them any longer
quit giving excuses.
it's not for me to hear, it's for you people to feel secure.
it's no use for me to keep telling some of you guys,
the same things over and over.
you guys very well know what you can and cannot do,
what you have to work on so that you look good.
you know your own standards so do something about it already.
i'm not that great myself, at least i'm doing something about it.
i hope that we're all in this together.
because if we aren't there's nothing else we can do to make it better.
what i'm pissed about is not the fact that only a few turned up.
what i'm pissed about is the fact that no one else,
besides a handful, are showing any serious interest in this.
i'm grateful to those that made effort to come down.
i'm grateful to the people that taught me the choreo.
i don't think i'm all that great.
i was nominated, so what?
it doesn't make me any different from anyone else.
the only difference is that slight difference in steps we have to do.
i hope that we can pull through this and put on a good show,
for ourselves if we want a show this year.
i hope i've wasted enough smses. <------ enough said
