posted on Thursday, April 30, 2009
i am tired.
i am falling sick.
i have fallen into a state of sudden depression.
HELP
what do you do when things seem to fall
apart right before your eyes?
what do you do when all the effort that
you put in seem to be going down the drain?
YOU FORCE YOURSELF TO DO BETTER
there is not definition of good or bad now.
there is only the grey areas that i seem to
be falling into so very often.
was late for class AGAIN on wednesday...
i was late for class LAST wednesday...
if this goes on my attendance can very well be a big fat ZERO.
is there a way to wake up earlier for wednesday lessons?
i didnt hear all 3 of my alarms.... like WTF?!?!?!!??!
maybe i should put a cork in it,
quit whining about all this...
and just grit my teeth and DO IT...
i quote Adidas:"Impossible is Nothing".
the time is right;
{11:02 AM}
posted on Saturday, April 25, 2009
First week of school was awesome.
I've rediscovered myself, who i am, and who i want to be.
I want to make a commitment to do my best in this course.
I want to do it for myself, my mum, and our future.
I want to be able to support my mum and myself, financially, as soon as possible.
I want to give her a better life, for all that she has done for me and my brother.
All this I want, but how do I achieve it?
One step at a time...
I realize that despite all the crappy things between us,
we are still mother and daughter,
we should be living in peace and harmony.
I appreciate her, I love her and I want her to be happy.
People change and things are never what they seem to be.
Be fucking grateful with what you have.
I don't have anything to say to a person who doesn't
appreciate the thought of a gift.
Maybe I'm over-reacting but I don't give a shit about it.
If everyone says the same thing about the situation,
then I'm not the one with the problem.
On the contrary, it's the other party.
Screw you.
You've changed, but I don't know why.
the time is right;
{10:42 AM}
posted on Tuesday, April 21, 2009
i was late for my first lecture of the semester...
hahahaha....
i think the lecturer couldn't get over my red hair
and forgot that i didn't come for lecture... LOLS...
3DMaya is boring cause we can't use
the desktops that has the ACTUAL programe in it...
ZZzzZZZz... irritating...
and there is all the projects that needs A LOT of computer time...
and we CAN'T share the damn things cause
the people doing their FYP's got the priority....
ZZzzzZZ.... i should come like in the morning when there are no
classes in the room when i go do my project...
rotting in class now... i need to try to pay attention....
=P
the time is right;
{4:22 PM}
posted on Monday, April 20, 2009
i'm damn tired....
holidays have come to an end!!!
and i'm STILL short on cash... zzZZzz....
8am lecture bright and early tmr....
and oh how my ass hurts...
will blog more tmr when i've gotten enough sleep...
hahahah....
night people...
XD
the time is right;
{12:34 AM}
posted on Thursday, April 16, 2009
it's finally over....
i just feel so messed up now...
i don't know what to think...
good job girls...!!!
i'm so glad we pulled through this together...!!!
anyone who wants to form a crew just let me know k? ;)
today's genre showcase was the f*cking sh*t man....
i think that the best was the popping performance...
all of them were so freaking DOPE...
seeing ppl improve like this movitates me all the more...
i needa train waacking and street jazz...
hopefully i can get the $$ from my mum or something
to take classes.... hmmms....
i had better open my mouth and ask soon...
or else i won't be able to sign up... like... EVER... ZZzzZzzZZ....
ok i'm gonna go watch my drama...
hehehe... Jiro Wang is the best guitarist i've ever seen...
it's like he's jimmy hendrix or something.... Geez...
but i wonder why he's in fahrenheit....
the time is right;
{2:00 AM}
posted on Saturday, April 11, 2009
i'm so tired!!!!
been dancing almost like non-stop of the past two weeks...
because of the genre showcase on wednesday, we cannot slack!!!
all the more, we should CHIONG like no one's business!!!
i've got like 4 performances on monday in all... GEEZ...
but i'm thankful to Uncle (Kenneth) for putting me in the performance team...!!!
i will work hard and represent the club!!! (does a salute)
girl's hip hop ah... girl's hip hop....
not that i wanna say you all ah....
but really.... GET YOUR ACT TOGETHER ALREADY...
we can do it!!! but we need every single one of you to make it work...
now that i got that out...
i hate to name names...
must control!!!! (zips mouth)
Jiro from Fahrenheit is sooo hot!!!
and he's practically a guitar-god!!!!
hahahaha....!!! whoots!!!!
okay okay random much....
too much taiwan drama already....
we have to appreciate and cherish what we have...
because a day would come, where it might all come to an end...
we will miss it and we will regret our actions...
don't do something that you will regret...
the time is right;
{10:18 AM}
posted on Thursday, April 2, 2009
this is sooooo weird.... OMG....
Girls Hip Hop Phone web...
a few minor changes...
:D
the time is right;
{2:04 AM}
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