posted on Monday, May 25, 2009
to put it VERY bluntly:
1) woke up late
2) car accident
good thing:
1) presented on time
2) i'm still alive
3) everything's ok
Best thing in the ENTIRE world:
MY MUM <3
Thank you Lord for giving me a mother who cares. =D
the time is right;
{10:44 AM}
posted on Thursday, May 14, 2009
LOVE THE PHOTOGRAPHY.
i'm burning out too fast and i haven't done any
actual work yet... jeez...
dance is taking up all of my time and energy...
not that i'm complaining... ;)
but it's like... if i'm not dancing after school,
i dunno what to do with myself... haha...
finally my windows XP can connect to my home internet...
how awesome is that?
now i can do my work, AND have the luxury of the internet...
yip yip yip yip yeeepeee!!!!
i think i'm going bonkers...
i'm so different from what i was in secondary school...
i think it's because i'm much happier
and i'm in a much happier place... environment...
i've found new friends who i can trust...
speaking of which... i find myself very distant
from my classmates nowadays...
maybe it's because i'm not used to being
around them cause i've spent 90% of my
holidays with SDZ and no one else...
unless you count the tweety that i sleep with
and my family who i see everyday... hmmm...
somehow i feel so awkward by just being in class...
it's so weird... i dunno...?
i suppose i can talk to like mr lau about this or something
but i think it's my own personal problem...
yes, even i have flaws when i comes to relationships
with people... in general...?
when i spend too much time with a group
of people, i tend to ignore the rest of the people
that i know...
for example... i spent 50 out of 65 days with SDZ
during the 2 month holiday...
and now i seem to be keeping a distance between
my classmates and myself...
i dunno... but i just feel that way... geez...
WHAT THE HELL'S WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!?!
the time is right;
{11:24 PM}
posted on Saturday, May 9, 2009
i feel that performers should be treated with respect.
i feel that organisers should treat performers like how human beings should be treated.
performers should not be "things" that you use just to make your events more interesting.
they should be PEOPLE, fellow HUMAN BEINGS that you admire for what they do,
therefore, you want the crowd that you will be having at your event to APPRECIATE them for what they do.
"If you prick us do we not bleed?
If you tickle us do we not laugh?
If you poison us do we not die?
And if you wrong us shall we not revenge?"
- William Shakespeare, Merchant of Venice
the time is right;
{11:01 AM}
posted on Tuesday, May 5, 2009
taken from Amelia's tumblr.
i think they must've misunderstood what i was trying to tell them...
oh well, ignorance is bliss...
But not for me it isn't....
ignorance is 100% suicide and i would know it....
so many performances coming up i think i'm gonna DIE...
running outta TIME to do my work....
running outta ENERGY...
i need to plan my time SUPER DUPER carefully...
PLAN a freaking TIMELINE to get things DONE while i still can...
i am STUCK... i'm in 45% depression...
55% of the time i seem normal but you have NO IDEA....
i'm a night person. But the vodafone's not befriending me tonight.... :(
so many things to do, and so little time...
am i going to take this kinda shit lying down...?
or am i going to stand up again and fight?
THINK OUTTA THE BOX.
how hard can it be....?
i'm thinking about the same crap over and over again...
it's been a month and i'm still brooding about it in my head...
every day.... at least for half a second... LOL...
i tend to think about a lot of things in my head...
in fact i'm a very deep thinker...
but it doesn't seem to be helping in this profession that i am pursuing...
*hits head on the wall*
GO AHEAD, KILL ME... GET IT OVER AND DONE WITH...
the time is right;
{2:25 AM}
posted on Monday, May 4, 2009
SCHOOL IS KILLING MEenough said. :( the time is right;
{2:34 PM}
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